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Lately, I have been dying to write my heart out. Dying to say everything that I feel, everything that I think but nothing seems to come out. Beautiful, deep thoughts come to me in the form of dark clouds and yet there is no rain of words. Lately, I have been feeling very lonely inspite of being loved and inspite of being spoken-for. Maybe I am trying to prepare myself for some kind of loss so that if it happens, I dont grieve so much..Lately I just dont know what to do with myself and so I have been doing nothing, I have been writing nothing. Lately, I have been introduced to my insecurities on a daily basis and yet I dont seem to recognize them. Lately, all I have wished for is to be nomal but being nomal is normally not easy for me....