Its not you.. Its Me

I don't want to play

With your feelings

That's why I am

Trying to push you away

Whatever you see is an illusion

Don't let it make you sway

I am torn, I am broken

I am numb, I am forsaken

I am bitter, I am weak

There is a vacuum where

Once my heart used to beat

You cant make it up to me

What you never did

You cant make the pain go away

When you don't know how I feel

I could be a different person

Is that what you reason

But trust me when I tell you

I am just capable of treason

I don't believe in love

I don't think love can last

I don't believe in eternity

Its just our present and past

That defines who we are

And what we become

Trust me when I tell you

To walk away from me

I am just too much to handle

This is not what you need

People change and sometimes they don't

There used to be a heart but now its just stone

Don't fall in love with with an illusion

You will just be disillusioned

I come with a disclaimer

But you still persist

Look into my eyes

And take a peek into my soul

And believe me when I say

Its not you..Its Me..