Saturday, November 19, 2005

Me..

I am a free spirit, I have recently liberated myself from the shackles of societal norms, expectations and pressures and I must tell you something, I am loving it.....
Not saying that I love everything about myself, but I also do not hate myself for anything. I hate myself for not loving myself enough. That way, I could have saved myself from the agony and the bitter after-taste of kissing so many useless frogs on my way.
I am totally in love with myself. I like the way I am. I like my faults because they give me character. I like the way I have changed, I like the way some things have not changed in me. I like the way that my eyes tear if I see someone else crying. I like the way I love my friends. I like the way I never forget a birthday. I like the way I can take care of my parents like they were my kids. I like the way I can love even if it hurts. I like the way I pretend it doesn't hurt. I like the way I pick my pieces up when I am totally shattered. I like the way I believe in myself when nobody else does. I like the way I almost always can never hide the way I feel inside. I like the way I know who I am and what I am capable of doing even when my ship is sinking. I like the way I can cry anywhere without being embarrassed about it. I like the way I can go and watch a movie alone, or go out and have dinner by myself without feeling sorry about myself and totally enjoying my own company like the way I connect to people without even knowing them. I like the way nothing shocks me. I like the way I never sell myself short. I like the way I can inspire and motivate people around me. I like the way I always bounce back. I like the way I stick to people. I like the way I never get bored of doing the same things. I like the way I do the same things differently. I like the way my spirit never gets tired. I like the way I have always fought my way with fate. I like the way I believe. I like the way I am worldly wise and yet innocent at the same time. I like the way I can be strong and yet fragile at the same time. I like the way I never make excuses for my shortcomings. I like the way I reinvent myself.
I love me. I will never leave me. I will always be there when the going gets tough. I will never abandon me in times of need. I will never judge me. I will never give up on me. I will never stop believing in me. I will always love me.
So its ok if you don't love me or if you have fallen out of love with me, its ok if you don't care for me, its ok if you want to leave, its ok if you never want to come back, its ok if you don't feel anything for me anymore. Its ok because I am not alone anymore...
Its ok because I have Me....

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