Strange Love

Am just being true to myself

All or nothing is what I want

I risk of losing everything

Or I could have it all

I have put myself in your shoes

And I know what you are going through

You really care, I know you do

Although you've never said it

But I know that you love me too

And I realize you have been in my place

You understand how I feel

I feel pain when I can't have you all

I am built to sting, that's my wall

But I love you too much to see you fall

So I keep this pain, this hurt to me

This poison, this venom grows in me

Don't want you to see my dark side

And so I try to push you away

Although I need you to survive

These are strange times

This is a strange love

You try to save me from you

And I try to save you from me

This is complicated and yet simple

We are drowning in each other's depth

Getting more entangled in this passionate web

This picture makes sense

Yet it's incomplete

Can our parallel lines ever meet?

Always thought life was black or white

Never believed I could make such a sacrifice

I guess there has to be a snake in every paradise

I am hanging on to you while letting you go

This is hard, this is hard, this is hard

You know....

I believe we have something special

There is something about us

Its difficult being you and its difficult being me

And together we could be a catastrophe

But we seem to stick no matter what

Even if it appears that we are poles apart

I don't know how to give up

On something that's mine

I know we will get through

All we need is time

I believe in the truth of you and me

But I cannot manipulate destiny

So with a heavy heart, I am letting go

I know you will come back to me

I simply just know............